Can to relate to my pain?
Ever felt so much weight on your shoulders that made you wanna stop ... just stop? Not think or take a deep breath or calm yourself but just stop. Most of us are hollow inside, lowly clueless dumb founded creatures just hanging on. Getting consumed by this ever growing monstrous Blackhole of misery. You wake up in the morning thinking everything's fine and one day you realise you failed and you're past the point of return to the ways things were before. It all happens in a snap. I wish things were better; I was different, people were different. Some days are good, some are better but most of the rest are just sheer pain. This has become my state of being. Not fond of it to be quite honest. This sense of detachment from social construct makes me feel... what's the word for it? Uneasy?. Have you ever felt this way? If yes, what did you do? We all have pain... we carry it the whole day in our heart, go home with it & wake up next morning with it. It's like a storm wher...